Had a fight with Apam.

This is an open criticism, whether you want to see it in my view, or see it in another.

The story starts with me in class studying physics, and the class was empty except for some rugby players at the back of 4T, my class during form 4. We are supposed to be having a chem session at the hall( i cant remember which one). What i knew, the teacher in charge asked a boy named Apam, also a rugby player, to call those who skipped class to go to the hall. So he went up to 4T

There he found me and the other rugby boys. Yes,to be honest, i was never close to any one of them. What happened, Apam told them to go, they dont want to. Apam let them go. For me however, if he cant see me studying, he is BLIND FOR GODS SAKE! I am studying and he pushed my books of the table! (yeah, becoz of that,curse him, now he is only in matrix) So i went to the hall, and came back to push his books of HIS TABLE! If he cant respect my books,why should i respect his? And on the way, One of the books tore off. I dont care.

His rugby friends went to see him on the matter. It was recess, and he began to taunt me to fight. Oh, he was large, strong, but stupid? yes, to me coz if you dont respect knowledge, i will never respect you. So He punched me, and knowing he is the stronger one, i just pushed him off. His gang came and separated us,Kimi especially, a brawler, and some of my friends came and brought me away to the next classroom, 4S.

There, they want me to relax, and because one of my friends, his name was firdaus weddan, he had a very soft voice, so i broke down. It was because, if you let go your emotions in one go, you ll surely cry. And that was what happened.

I didnt enter the classes after recess. I dont want to go to class with red eyes.

When i went back to my dormitory, Apam and his friends are there. Well, they are my dormmates, and i could not escape from that. And when that happens, no word is said from me when i saw them. Apam approached me suddenly, and apologised. It does not matter if he does or not, he and i were never close, were never friends. It does not make a difference, he is just another passing by figure in my life.